God is good, God is great!
(let us thank Him for this food? i know you were all thinking it).
i say God is great, and i bet when people hear me say that they immediately think "what lucky life circumstances have come his way?" it seems that's the way we naturally think, we connect praising God with circumstantial luck. so what, you ask, is my circumstantial luck? ha...well, it's no luck at all. circumstantially poor, in fact. poor in spirit, poor in wallet. i think Jesus says something cool about that place...something about being blessed?
half a year ago i faced a difficulty i haven't had in a while...no travel plans and a depeleted support account. on top of this i went into the most intense youth ministry season to date, while facing a distant-feeling relationship with God. there were also difficult living situations, and family situations. yup, it was piling up.
another interesting, unpredictable, and amazing variable to throw into the mix is DATING! i'm not here to brag about this (though i could go on) but it's actually been another challenge on my shoulders. it's been quite the transition from 27 1/2 years of doing my own thing to incorporating another person into the mix. so my pride, selfishness, and fears have been targeted intensely in the process.
all this to say it's been tough. not much circumstantial luck. and yet i still refer to the beginning of this note...God is good, God is great, and the rest of the childhood ingrained religiosity. It's cool that my church is on this spiritual kick about praising God in the face of difficulty. that's where i've been, too, and God's been so real and amazing to me even though at times distant (mostly due to my laziness). that bible peter guy talks a lot God's blessing in tough times in his letters. and i don't even have a nero to complain about. no lions, either. God is good.
oh yeah, and i'm dating?